So sorry for not updating. Nothing has really been going on so there wasnt really much to post. Ok so of course Halloween counts as something. Me and Jason were going to a party that our friend Alex was putting on. I went as a pirate (not a butt pirate :P) and Jason went as George Washington (it sounds dumb, but his outfit was awesome!) So we went to Alex's house after I picked him up. It was a good night. Everyone had really funny costumes.
So after awhile, we decided to go out to the pioneer cemetary, its basically a graveyard, but out in the middle of the forsest, where all they buried pioneers back in the day. So we all loaded up in my car and drove out to the cemetary. It was uber creepy. Mainly cause it was night and a cemetary. I wanted to hold on to Jason, but obviously I couldn't hold his hand when were around other people. We kept hearing noises in the trees so we decided to go back to Alex's house.
Everyone started playing Halo 3, so I told Jason to take a walk with me. Alex lives in the country so we were walking down a gravel road, it was a really starry night. Once we were out of site we held hands as we walked. I love being next to Jason. It makes me feel content. We walked about a mile (we had flashlights, otherwise I would be freaked) when Jason grabbed me and started kissing me. We ended up making out for like 10 minutes. He tastes so good. Its like licking pepermint. mmm. So anyway. After a little bit of that. Jason starts putting his hand under my shirt and of course I do the same. I love touching him. He is perfect.
At this point we are both obviously very horny. Jason started rubbing the front of my pants. OMG. It felt so good to have sexual attention from him. So of course I start doing the same. I could tell by what I was feeling that Jason is um......quite gifted....lol......I have never seen him when he is ready to go, so I was surprised. But then he started to put his hand down my pants. I'm not sure I should have, but I stopped him. As much as I love Jason. I dont think I'm ready for more than what we were doing. I was just like "Um. Not yet. I just think, we need to slow down, just for a bit. I just dont want to rush things." and he was like "Oh. Ok. Thats fine. I just thought you might have wanted to".
Wow I felt like a tease. :( So we decided that we had better get back to the party. So we walked back, holding hands until we came into sight of the house. When we got back inside Alex was like "What were you two doing out there? (with a very sarcastic tone)". I said "Walking." smiling to myself.
If only they knew :)